I try to feel you at the tip of my fingers

But I forget. I always forget that I can’t touch you.
Do you know? Because you live in the one room of my heart,
No one else will do.
Even the memories are lost, even the warmth is gone… now.

I’m a scarecrow standing on one foot

I’m a sad scarecrow, my heart aching without you.
In the harsh wind, I keep swaying
Even if my body scatters apart.

If you’d come to me some day.
I want to embrace you with my arms wide open.
I’ll wait for you.

I’ll wait for you.

Even when I try to send your voice away,

It lingers in my ears. It keeps lingering and I think of it again,
So that the time you were here can’t flow away, I block the way.

I’m a scarecrow standing on one foot
I’m a sad scarecrow, my heart aching without you.
In the harsh wind, I keep swaying

Even if my body scatters apart
If you’d come to me some day

I want to embrace you with my arms wide open.
I’ll wait for you.

I’ll wait for you.
Don’t wanna let you go [let U go] Don’t wanna let you go [let U go]
Don’t wanna let you go [let U go] Don’t wanna let you go [let U go]
As if a nail has pierced me, as if my breath has stopped, here.

Words I couldn’t say then, words I’m saying now, though it may be too late
my love
I love you, I love you, 
my love

I’m a sunflower that only looks toward one place

Without you, I’m an ash-covered child with nowhere to go

In the harsh wind, I keep swaying
Even if my body scatters apart

If you’d come to me some day
I want to embrace you with my arms wide open.

10 months ago · 0 notes

LULLABY (- _ -)zZzzz…

Tears are falling without knowing
I wiped my tears because I don’t want you to be washed away 

Could have erased you, could have forgot you 
The days without you make me cry 

You left me without saying anything, I wish it wasn’t you, please

It’s okay if you return, it’s okay if you return
It must be just a dream where we were apart for a short time 
Nothing happened, nothing happened 
If I wake up after tonight 

Repeatedly telling with my heart, telling with my mouth
I remind myself so many times because I don’t want to lose you
Could have erased you, could have forgot you 
The days without you make me cry 

You left me without saying anything, I wish it wasn’t you, please 

It’s okay if you return, it’s okay if you return 
It must be just a dream where we were apart for a short time 
Nothing happened, nothing happened 
If I wake up after tonight 

It’s okay if you return, it’s okay if you return 
I still love you, please please

Nothing happened, nothing happened 
When the night is over, if I wake up I’m with you again

11 months ago · Notes